i had a very big problem on my face which is the pimples, there will be always one on my face every week. after one is gone another one grow, just like a chain. but im so happy that my GF is still understanding enough, did not complain much about it. because i had already tried my best to remove them for the past 3 months i always see a pimple when i look into the mirror.hai…
for this week im so happy at home because i had a very peaceful week, where no one disturb me. i dun care about my mum she also dun care about me. which is so good, i dun depend on her, she also dun depend on me to keep asking me drive her around like a slave. she also wont nag at me. i wash my own cloth, hang dry them by myself dun even need to have any contact with her, which made my life a pace. hope she continue that.
this week i quite happy and emo at the same time. i am very happy because i kept seeing my baby smiling, to me i think we had a wonder day, cause im trying to make up for our A year anniversary. but i think she happy, but i cant list out why is she happy, maybe when she see this she can enlighten me. she just look happy to me, which is very positive.
i emoed is because after a year i start to think back again, what had i done to her, what have i did for her ect. i just think that i either never do for her, i never put in enough effort to make her happy or i did not treat her good enough. when all add up together she had been suffering when together with me.
but my solution to it is to improve myself.since i know im not good at something i can improve, what i fear is i dun even know im bad or not good.
