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Got my hair cut in camp today. she cut till very short but still alright. maybe this will be my haircut for Chinese new year.
hai added one more injury on my hand, while flying kite. i roll back my string so fast that i got cut by it, but it was not bleeding just pain and swollen.hope it will be ok soon. mayb if someone apply lotion for me. it will heal instantly.
so bored blogging in camp again.

this  week Monday parents had went to Thailand and sis going to Malaysia on Thursday. so which mean i will have me alone at home on Thursday onward. that was so cool….

i can keep on playing with my DOTA when im out of camp. so good that Xmas is coming soon, and i had found this new snowing effect on my site. so cool…. for now. haha think iwill hate it after 3 days ba. if you did saw this post and thinking what present you should give, then i think you should look through my wish list at the link below…

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any of the present below will make me happy. if you do have any wish list please comment on my blog, it cant be seen by others but only me.

send me asap so i have time to plan all my meetings/ gatherings and meet friends that i had lose contact and enjoy ourself in this season. lets recall our memory ba. miss lots….

if im able to meet my secondary school thats best, but i also keen to meet all my poly friends.

YST was so shiok, had watched 2012 with WS at Vivo GV Max. it was so powerful, i mean the graphic and sound system is powerful. 2012 is a great movie plus watched with the right person plus viewed at the right location. so interesting, seeing the true side of human. when facing death they fight for themselves. while now i think human mostly fight for themselves too, even when not facing death. i rather trust and depend on my selves then putting hope on others unless its someone special. ^^

book by a noob RP for putting ear piece on my neck. he siad putting on the neck to him is wearing ear piece. so pissed off. he don even know how to define a term “wearing ear piece” i feel sad for him. he failed his English i think.

This week we went to orchard when we were to watch movie at ceni. went to do some shopping on clothing. there was an IT  fair too, so went there to compare prices as WS is intending to buy one soon. as you know girls are troublesome, just like buying clothes, they will chose here chose there one. wahaha.

but i will do that too, its only when im on buying IT gadget, i love comparing prices. cost for that the price can vary alot even when its the same product. girls are not so troublesome some how, cause they do helps to solve some of your problems too.

i had a very big problem on my face which is the pimples, there will be always one on my face every week. after one is gone another one grow, just like a chain. but im so happy that my GF is still understanding enough, did not complain much about it. because i had already tried my best to remove them for the past 3 months i always see a pimple when i look into the mirror.hai…
for this week im so happy at home because i had a very peaceful week, where no one disturb me. i dun care about my mum she also dun care about me. which is so good, i dun depend on her, she also dun depend on me to keep asking me drive her around like a slave. she also wont nag at me. i wash my own cloth, hang dry them by myself dun even need to have any contact with her, which made my life a pace. hope she continue that.

this week i quite happy and emo at the same time. i am very happy because i kept seeing my baby smiling, to me i think we had a wonder day, cause im trying to make up for our A year anniversary. but i think she happy, but i cant list out why is she happy, maybe when she see this she can enlighten me. she just look happy to me, which is very positive.
i emoed is because after a year i start to think back again, what had i done to her, what have i did for her ect. i just think that i either never do for her, i never put in enough effort to make her happy or i did not treat her good enough. when all add up together she had been suffering when together with me.
but my solution to it is to improve myself.since i know im not good at something i can improve, what i fear is i dun even know im bad or not good.

im really sorry to my baby gal. not only leaving her very early, trouble her to travel around with me but also getting scolded because of me. my baby really suffered. think she had drop more tears then i do.
yst ran out of the house whole body felt very heaty for couples of hours. sucided had also come to mymind but only thinking about it only. i cant do it cause i still have my baby gal. ^^
but i swear i will make it up for her next week.

if anyone of you till now still think i am not capable of doing anything, just go away, leave me alone, i dont want to argue with you. if i say i can do i sure can do. stop bothering of what im doing. i do my stuff, u do yours don come bother me.

stop thinking i need someone to rely on, i can be on my own.i already had been on my own for so long le, why still say i had been taken care of?? if you think you are taking care of me then scram off. i don need it. i settle my own things, don ever to be KPO and try to help then after that say you helped because i wont be able to do it.

“i wont be able to do it”??? thats what you think, and thats your problem. i know what i am capable for. this message is for anyone thats breathing.

when i am back from camp i heard from my mum that my precious photo frame is broken. broken cause drop from my bed. will be trying to get 1 similar one back before she realize it. it suppose to be my 20th birthday present. but that time she told its the last one.  but still will try my best,or dun mention it again.

Had got an informal punishment by my unit CSM (discipline master). For getting caught not tucking in my civilian cloth by MP(military police) on children’s day when night out. in Army every punishment are recorded, think is because to protect themselves and a chance for us to know what are we wrong at.

for me today i was asked to go and sign the book. but no one forced me to sign, theres also others who got it but they chose to avoid and drag it hopefully CSM will forget. but for me, for my promotion i tries to be outstanding and only do the right things. it can also shows that i am willing to admit my mistake.

i was punished to wear Army uniform out for a week, while others are in civilian cloths. but to me it dun sound like punishment, it sound more like a joke to take that as punishment.

Recently out of Tekong, ya and now is a botak. now having block leave till next Tuesday cause Monday is a public holiday. but still dun know where am i posted, still need wait till Friday to go online see. recently trying to upgrade myself learning how to do business online. researching and finding friends to teach me.

Currently still having my cheerful GF with me, together almost 1 year. i also very miss my poly friends as for now most them is in NS now.

My birthday “party” at Shangri-La Resorts sentosa on 20th june, if u can make it drop me a msg here thanks esp (year 3 ppl). hope to see those real close friends..

my FYP mates, my dota mates, WS’s “gang” and all those that had been throught thick and thin with me before. hope to see u guys there. if attending pls leave me a comment here or leave me an offline msg on msn.

anyone who see this pls spread cause not many ppl know this link. and also drop ur blog link here (for those link which are not on my blog yet), for future contacts.

NS on 24th july

see you guys soon… last gathering before NS how sad, miss u all cheerful people.

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feels like crying but just no tear drop down… my god why am i feeling this way? this feeling is werid, had nv been like this before. what had caused me this i also dun know. maybe some of the thing i say had cause me this, or are there other factors that cause me this?

maybe she is right let dun quarrel lets cool down before making any move. there sure a solusion to it god pls help me.

now a days keep feeling wanting to get drank, cause v long no get drank le. then cause of some funny sickness makes me feel like drinking. but theres no any event for me to drink. sob i need something that makes me go dizzy.
dizzy can make me more happy ba. things jus dun go my way. how i wish things will go my way.

what i do to calm myself are only memories after memories. those happy moment, those smile and laughter.

Cna yuo raed tihs?
Olny 55% of plepoe can.

I cdnuolt blveiee
taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg.
The phaonmneal pweor
of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig
to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy,
it dseno’t mtaetr in waht
oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are,
the olny iproamtnt
tihng is taht the frsit
and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae.
The rset can be a taotl
mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm.
Tihs is bcuseae the
huamn mnid deos not raed
ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh?
yaeh and I awlyas
tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!
fi yuo cna raed tihs,
palce yuor cenmomt hree.

my life is so dead without her. 68hrs to go.

This song is for my Baby Shi for the quarrel yst. regretted…

Today is valentine day, but had abit of quarrel with her because of my sis. i was abit angry at that point of time, but i was harmless. i am angry because i dun like my closest person to hide anything from me or to tell lies. i can tolerate anything else but not offending this 2 important rule. i will be very mad if i found something.
other than this unhappy 1hr the rest a pretty memorable, like shopping around, eating and drinking. greatest achievement able to remember all her expression when i close my eye.
when she is sad she will lower down her head, look other place except my face. (scared i see her tears)
when she is happy she smiles like an angel 酒窝 will also appear. when she smile i just felt happiness out from no where.
when she is nervous or playful she will play with her fingers. the different when she is nervous she play with her fingers without a smile on the face, when she is playful she play with fingers with a slight smile.
in the past months had been observing all her actions, some are cute and some are “stupid” but i like it. went to her house to take present so i can use that as an excuse to send her home. while i was waiting below her block her mum peek at me from top without me knowing and because of that and some other stories my baby gal got teased. ^^

this pictures kept me sitting there and 傻笑. ^^

We when there see see look look, because i am inform that there will lighting up fire crackers so bring her there to watch and once again feel the spirit of spring. although when the fire crackers lighted off we are still on the way there, but at least we still heard the sound and saw it from a 200m meters away distance.

took some pictures with our own 生销. my smile looks so weird in there ha. wishing us good luck… hope whatever they say is good are true all the bad things are not going to happen to us but to others. ops i am so bad…

theres also this very intersting Chinese Chess here. i am the 将 and she the 帅, cool not?

See abalone in all my meal since first day of new year. from porridge to noddle, steamboat,soup.

On the Thursday this little couple went to Kallang Leisure Park intended to teach my Baby ice skating. Ice skating is my hobby when i am young so skill quite okok, but still can be improved. But that day Baby wears high heel to change there but on the way there her leg got blister because she is wearing new high heel. so happy whatever she wore that day were new haha.

since she got blister le so cancel ice skating, i also heart pain to ask her go with blister. after that brought a pair of movie tickets and went for pasta mania, and wao so lucky that day we are suitable for a 30% discount and so the total is about $21 bucks.

Advertising for Pasta looks like so temp to eat pasta.cute ^^loves the way she smile, it warms my heart everytime i see it.

Above are some of the nicest portion of Flower2009. other portion i think that its not worth it going there. its totally a failure. if u go all u can see is the repeated types of flowers over and over again, other flowers are dull in colour.

below is a flower that i hope i am able to hand it over to my flower(Baby). i has a shape of Heart. Nice? hope u like it.

Today again same thing steamboat again. but today start to feeling unwell again. think cause ate too much half cook beef or abalone. haha this few day at least ate 3 abalone a day. die lao i am eating all lot unhealthy food drink alot of soft drinks ate alot of ba gua. today think drank 3L of soft drink le.

must stop myself from drinking soft drink for a period of time once all visting are done. when to my uncle house for some lion and dragon dance. we dragging time in there play majong, chat from head to toe. chat about my NS, my medical checkup, my licence, work, pay, my cute “GF” and many many more. but this year i said GF still under seeking stage cause must wait for time to ripe then will say out. hopefully next year can bring u to my grandma and my uncle house to see lion and dragon dance and the same time helps u collect more hao bao.

after 3rd round of steamboat. collected more hao bao after opening all realized that the money inside had become smaller. does that means that my 地位 in that family had reduced or the economy is not good. cause as you guys knows everyone hao bao money have a different amount even thought is given by the same person. as i always get the most in the family but it this time i douth so. got to go hear from the others. i dun ask people and dun tell people my hao bao money de. but i listen to what others got to say tml. tml we meeting again at other people house but all the same people.

tml i will know the true le. just hopeing that my 地位 in the big family had not drop. toda<p>after 3rd round of steamboat. collected more hao bao after opening all realized that the money inside had become smaller. does that means that my 地位 in that family had reduced or the economy is not good. cause as you guys knows everyone hao bao money have a different amount even thought is given by the same person. as i always get the most in the family but it this time i douth so. got to go hear from the others. i dun ask people and dun tell people my hao bao money de. but i listen to what others got to say tml. tml we meeting again at other people house but all the same people.</p> <p>tml i will know the true le. just hopeing that my 地位 in the big family had not drop. today again relative asked me why did not bring my GF there. last year they asked but i have no GF but this year different so i dun know how to ans just say nv bring only.</p>

This is what happen after the first round of eating.forgot to take it before eating. today woke up at 11.30am due to the late work last night. when i woke up every things is ready so i just when wash up and ate immediately. but before that check and send a sms to my baby first.

ate so much lo. to me CHINESE NEW YEAR is a festival for me to gain 5kg in 3 days. just now had been a rubbish bin by eating all the leftovers on the pot. this year had change to a new steamboat. this is actually a big hot plate just that i change it to steamboat by adding a bowl of soup in the middle, then beside can put some meat and stuff to so called bbq.

looking forward for dinner as more items are coming in. got a big plate of abalone there but finish half le, and now waiting for my aunt to come to my house to eat steamboat with us then will become driver to drive her and my family out to chinatown to squeeze squeeze and watch fireworks. haha steamboat everyday, twice today, once tml at my grandma house although she not there le, and once in my uncle house and still got lion dance there, wohoo his house got 4 floor wao. but is because he is the boss of  “lin qi bao diao” the bao can be found everywhere even in our school. always got to eat free bao when go his factory. he is earning billion and also this is a family business so he earns he gives us benefits too.

today the 24jan is the last day of my CYN project. the drinks promoters had come together again to chat around to kill some time. but since its the last day everyone did not had a good rest over the past few weeks.

most of us needs to work a 12hr shift, + transport time the timing left for us to rest is 10hr. which is not enough cause still need bath and all that resting time are limited. plus we are called back to work on our offdays but luckily working on off day is a double pay day, so not so bad.

since everyone are so tired, everyone slacked down,even when customers are looking at our stocks no promoters care for them. we all just sat around and chat and rest. if customers ask us things we will try push the customers away. like if they ask for things that is not my company product i will thats not my company de, i dun know.

so since all tired we had planned to went off early then schedule 11pm but we sign our timesheet early.  when time reach 10.30pm we all headed to the main enterence as a big gang, dun know by chance or what our cute supervisor is at the enterence chatting too, and so we are spotted. and so he caught us and ask y we go off do early. then we just laugh lo.

of course our first reaction is to turn back,then he also see us to tired le then he called us to do a product faceout before we go off. he said he close one eye we finish facing out the products then ok lao. so we took it ask we can go. so we faster do everythings and went off 10.45pm. what makes me think he is cute is that the tone he used when he caught us cheating him by asking him sign our timesheet early so we can go off early. then he say he will never believe anyone anymore. haha when i recall that i still smilling lo.

actually today my feeling contridict, on the above it sound so lively  and intersting but today in my heart is sad but i nv say out. cause today is a special day for me and another person, but i am not able to be together with that person, 24/1/09 is our….. but since is 3 months and so we had nake 3 meaningful calls when both are free.

today cause is the last day of promotion there had a cheap sales. 1.5l marinda sell for only $0.88. from my past experience i know it will be out of stock so in the morning i kept 10 bottles for myself. who knows after 1 hour 80 cartons of drinks just went out of like that. 80 cartons equal 960 is it sold at the rate of 16 bottles in 1 min, thats a shocking speed.

Creative Labs Creative ZEN 4GB MP3 Player nicer and cheaper only $58

Aiming to buy this when i had saved enough money. must – saving – daily expenditure -present then is what i left to buy. woo cool just found out that the price of this drop to S$70

dun cry dun cry… making someone cry is a offence for me. if someone cry for me i will punish myself. since u keep asking me to eat, so if i make someone cry i will punish myself by not eating.i think if i punish myself like that no one will cry for me le oo, cause the someone wants me to eat a mountain.

when u cry i am heart broken and affect emotionally, espically while working i will keep thinking what have i done wrong or what should i dp to comfort u. i am so a shame of myself you are part of me le but still dun know u well and make u cry.

Today i had finally spent another day wisely, without wasting as much time as past few days. in the past few days was so bored no work no game just tv and sleep so bored, life without work is bored. she also go work i am even boreddddddd lo. haha new vocab.

i find that now my life needs only two thing then i wont be bore, that two things is work and her. work keeps me occupied most of my day, and her keeps me occupied by making me smile.

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╭┘└┘└╮∴°☆°
└┐．．┌┘───╮∴°
╭┴──┤HAPPY  ├╮
│ｏ　ｏ│牛YEAR │●°
╰┬──╯　 　     │ ∴°﹒
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how how? i wana upload some photos but wordpress got error maybe later then add the photo. baby u dun laugh at me ho. i also got a picture of u k? sob sob laugh at me… but yours looks so pretty..

yeah finally got it uploaded.

hai yesterday really a lucky day haha. first is got hit by a branch on the head then bounced and hitted ur hand. thats still alright, after an hour followed by getting splashed mud on the our shirts both of us kena sad. then baby brought a new set of clothing and changed it on the spot. erm… erm… i mean in the changing room after buying.

but for me i just brought a shirt. see.. nice not? but i just feels thatthe sleeve is too short for me. whenver i buy clothing i always meet this problem. think is because that i have got a wider shoulder, cause i took an L size but still too short.

Haha again very bored at home , so went to arrange my folders in my lappy. then came across arranging my pictures. looking at those intesting kept me smilling and arranging at the same time and so took out some of the pictures and frame it up. so that in just one picture it contain alot of meaning and memories. I gona flood my baby wallet with pictures, ha make you complain again.

and i can say you no picture complain too many pictures also complain. haha

Today because this girl kept coming across my mind so spent some time creating new blog which was the same as hers which find that in wordpress there are more things i can play with as compared to blogspot.

The pictures in there are taken during Christmas eve which is also our 2nd month anniversary after some editing i find that this is something we should be proud of. Both also holding each other gift tightly and prerious it alot. oo lastly forgot to ask the photo nice? For me i think left side nicer.^^